My interest in finding a religion that suites me or even becoming more spiritual has changed. In the beginning of my research I thought that maybe the only reason I was not religious was because I was ignorant to the meaning of religion. I thought there had to be a lot of extremely important and convincing evidence out there that I knew nothing about. I actually expected after looking up a few religions I would be inspired to become more spiritual myself.
My spirituality did not change which is the opposite of what I thought would happen. My experience has made me realize I do not need to be religious to be happy or find meaning in life. I was not religious before but it bothered me that I wasn’t. After my research I am still not religious but I am now comfortable with it. Now I actually have my own reasons why I don’t want to be religious. I think religion is just a safety net for most people. It is one way of finding meaning and purpose in life though.
Teachings of religions are not proven facts, they are faith based. If it wasn’t for the faithful believers all the stories would disappear. Science has proven facts that will never disappear. It’s amazing that believers still stand by their religious faiths. Although it does hold more promise for the future then scientific facts. I personally do not want to believe in anything that does not make sense to me. I want to think for myself and live with my own decisions.
My interest in religion has changed. I was once looking for a religion that suites me because I was afraid of the consequences after death. Now I only have a curiosity about religion. I think that if you know at least a little about someone’s religion, it helps you understand them more. It may explain some of their actions and views in life. I now longer want to become part of a religion. I do not think a structured religious belief is for me. Religion is great for those who need it and can benefit from its services.
I can not put my blind faith in something just to feel secure in life. I am not happy not being a part of any particular belief. I do not feel guilty for feeling this way anymore. I have justified my reasons with myself. I’m just glad I’m alive for whatever reason, and I’ll do my best while I’m here.